How Time Flies…

It was my last day as a student today…. Last day of Year 11… Sixth form here I come, well at least I think… You see I’m considering going back to my home country but I’ll make my decision when I’m there and well my friends want to slap me for considering it but hey ho… its just so sad. I will miss everyone. I guess its worst because mine is so unsure… ARGH!!!

Summer Reading List / Birthday Wish List


hehe… sorry I can’t help myself. Im turning 16 guys!!!! 16!!! Can You believe it?! I can’t! I’m getting old!

Anyways so I was just going to put on my own personal summer reading list but then I realised that I want all my friends to buy these books for me for my birthday since I can’t read it ’til summer cus of exams.

Anyways ma birthday wishlist:

Hypercolor Anastasia Hair Powder

I’m going on holiday guys and my hair is extra long. It grow quickly as well. But i want to rock some colours in my hair. Sucks that it’s an american product.

Hypercolor™ Brow and Hair Powder

Charlotte Ronson Double Ended Blush and Bronzer Cream Stick

Soooo….. I struggle because my face is so round. I don’t have any prominent features on my face. My nose is flat and my cheekbones are almost non existent. So this is like a god send!

p.s. can you buy this here in the UK?

Charlotte Ronson - 2 X A Charm Double-Ended Blush & Bronzer Cream Stick

Moving from the cosmetics…  the vain side of things

Star Wars Boxset

Now I have watched all of the Star Wars movies but I was so young back then! I need to watch all of it again!

Umbra Conceal Floating Bookshelf

Because its just plain cool… Or the fact that y bookcase is overflowing at the moment… My books are everywhere! Its in my shoe closet, the store room, the study room, the living room, I think some are even in my parents’ and my brother’s room. :/ I need one man!

Leather Sketchbook

I never knew how hard it was to find a sketchbook that’s bigger than the size of A5 that’s leather bound. However I found this awesome seller in ebay who’s books are both GORGEOUS and just what I’m looking for.

Derwent Inktense Pencils

These things are heaven. I work with them in school at every Art exam I have and my teacher doesn’t understand how I can use them. I LOVE THESE THINGS but they are so expensive… 😦


1984 by George Orwell

Don’t judge I know I should have read it by now but I grew up in a country where reading wasn’t really encouraged. But I really want to read this. It will be very interesting to read about such a different society that we live in.. Or that’s what I think… Is it that different?

Nineteen Eighty-four

The Fault in Our Stars and Looking for Alaska by John Green

I really want to read this because I’ve heard such raving reviews. I cannot wait to read these two to be honest. He sounds like an amazing storyteller, or so I’ve heard.

The Fault in Our StarsLooking for Alaska

Alice’s Adventures In Wonderland and Through the Looking Glass by Lewis Caroll

again its just one of those books that I’ve just never got to. I mean I do so much artwork based on its original illustrations but just never got to reading it.

Alice's Adventures in Wonderland and Through the Looking Glass - Barnes & Noble Leatherbound Classics

Song of Ice and Fire (Game of Thrones) by George R R Martin

So my auntie already has the whole series and we’re visiting her in Dubai. I called dibs on the books 😛 I have a very strong feeling reading these books is going to take up a LOT of my summer.

A Game of Thrones: The Story Continues: The Complete Box Set of All 7 Books - A Song of Ice and Fire

The Lord of the Rings Trilogy by J.R.R. Tolkien

Another set of books which will take me forever but I hope it will be worthit. I mean I can read a book and half a day if i’m into it…

The Lord of the Rings: Boxed Set

I’m really tired… I’ve been studying since 5 and its already going to midnight… I’ll do a part 2! Beware: Part 2 is going to contain a lot teenage books but hey ho I’m a teenager!

Prom baby!

Prom Prom Prom!

So my prom was on Friday and well… i have mixed feelings about it. It cost me £30 for the ticket and it was not worth it for the money. It wasn’t really prom, being in the UK and all. It was Dinner and Dance.

Lets start from the start. we left school at 2:00 in the afternoon. this gave me enough time to shower before another 20 minute drive to the next town where my friend lives where we were going to get ready. My makeup was at 3:45 and finished at 5:00. took so long but hey Im a teenager and I  have acne My hair took another 45 mins because dear Meg was lovely and did the hair so quickly. to say the least we were late. the traffic wa hell and we arrived half an hour after the supposedly arrival time.

The boys killed the entrances again. Unicycles came out and motorcycles. We were in a lovely jaguar. Most girls hired a limo. A lot got dropped off by parents. I think there was a partybus at one point.

The rest of the night was filled with festivities of the school. Y’know the awards and stuff. We don’t have a prom king and queen and stuff but we had a ROMEO AND JULIET award. The food was mediocre. the dancing only lasted 45 mins. To be honest it was so hyped that most people were disappointed.

The after party happened in my house and I realised I have the most interesting of friends. Im not using their real names just ’cause I haven’t asked their permissions. There was Jonathan who was the mommy of the group. he never drank alcohol before but my mum managed to convince his mum to let him drink. He took care of all us. He even got a wooden spoon out to either stop us drinking or forced us to drink some water or coffee to sober us all up. Then there was Danny who just drank and drank and was slightly buzzed but essentially he was pretty sane. He spent most of the night taking care of the other two boys. Jim who was quiet the whole time but according to Danny was tipsy. He just knew. Then there was the biggest lightweigth in the world, Randy. He had 7 glasses of vodka and coke and he was pissed to ay the least. His phone was taken off him, turts me drunk texting when he jus broke up with his girlfriend the night before is  not a good thing.

Then there was us girls, Clary the heavy drinker, my bestfriend, who my mum believes need to be taught on how to say thank you and frankly my dad doesn’t like her. Then Tanith, who is probably the most sensible girl you will ever meet in your life but my god she can giggle in such a high pitch that it became hilarious. And me. The giggly buzzed girl. Let’s just say Danny and I were the most sober ones for the night. You might say its Jonathan but he doesn’t count. He was hyper from the Fanta.:P

Money makes the world go round

So prom is tomorrow! Argh! I’m panicking. I’ve spent so much money that it is actually bordering on ridiculous. I feel really guilty but my mum insisted on half the stuff… excuses excuses

So my plan is to get a part-time job after I come back for my summer holidays in the middle of August. I should hopefully find some since most shops lose all the students who hold a part time job who are going to uni. hope. oh well. Then I have to sort out my work experience… Wow! I have a hectic couple of years after I arrive from my amazing holiday!

Woop! Whoop! C’mon summer!

The four letter word called STRESS

Ugh just hearing the word makes me want to puke! Okay so exams are close… Errr… Two weeks. Ugh. I’ve revised for the god knows how long but I still don’t remember anything. It’s hopeless really. Anyways. One word takes over any teens life during exams and that is STRESS.

So we get given these talks in school about how to manage stress; y’know the usual. Breathe in. Breathe out. Exercise. Take a break. Eat healthily. Y’know them telling me to exercise and teaching me how to breathe just to get rid of stress is making me stressed.

I have 14 exams woohoo and all the ridiculously hard one (sciences and English lit.) are before half term. What’s even worst study leave is a week after our exams started. (Round of applause for the genius who decided that).

So I think I’m stressed. I mean I just snapped at my mum and told her to go away ‘cus she was planning to watch TV ‘cus y’know it was only 9:00 in the evening. I seem to have all the symptoms of stress. Insomnia. Stomach aches. Neck pain ( I feel like an old woman for complaining about neck pains but seriously I could click them now 😮 so unladylike like of you) and everything else. Ugh. Even coffee I drink now. I used to hate coffee now I run on it.

To be honest I think I’m just ridiculously stressed is because of my family’s financial problems. I mean its not major or anything but a girl has to worry about her family. Anyways people I need to study about… Erm…. Kidney dialysis and lenses. Jeez we’re only 15 take it easy on us.

Take Two!


So I used to write a blog then all hell broke loose, just kidding, it was only me growing up and being a teenager. 😛 well kinda. You see I entered Year 11 and all the teachers were like, you have to study to get all the A*s you want. An A is not good enough for you! imagine that in a teacher ish voice

So take two baby! I really hope I can keep this up. This page will most likely be my little journal. The daily goings on in my life, books I’ve read, films I have seen etc etc.

So little things about me:
I’m turning 16 in 4 weeks!!!
I like most types of music kpop
I like to shop
I like makeup
I change my celebrity every 2 months (currently its Jamie Campbell Bower JohannaSweeney Todd reference for anyone who didn’t understand that and also TOP from bigbang cus he’s just hot and my asian side is calling for him)
I’m short like really short
I live in ENGLAND! it’s MIRACULOUSLY sunny at the moment
Ermmmm….. I’m sure there are another millions of things about me but I simply too lazy meh can’t list all of ’em ‘cus y’know it will take ages.